Adelaide's Attempts

I love decorating for Christmas! It brings me so much joy and happiness. It makes my house feel warm and cozy...as a teacher who works dismal, nothing is more important to come home to than warmth. I've been struggling a little bit with being alone this Christmas season, but I am adjusting and crafting to fill my time. I've decided to start to share my decor on here over the next week (last full week of school...whoop whoop!) to help make my day a little bit more exciting. My

Since the breakup, I have tried everything to distract my emotions from what I am actually feeling. As much as I hat to admit it, I am still a lot of times not okay. I want to be and I am embarrassed that two months later, I am still crying over someone who doesn't want me. I sit at home praying for a sign from God that we are meant to be and he is already dating for all I know. I can't talk to my family or friends really about this because they are all in long term marriages

Yesterday, I did something that scared me in a good way. I took myself on a hiking day trip. I wanted to connect more with nature so I did. I listened to what I wanted and it was totally worth it! Views from my drive to Enchanted Rock I got up at 6 in the morning , got dressed, and did my Bible study. This week has all been about prayer and that you don't have to make it a formal thing. You best believe that I was sitting there telling God that I could not end up on an episod