Adelaide's Attempts

I have written this blog post over and over again, but I repeatedly find myself deleting it because it is scary to say that I am okay again. I am afraid if I say it, things will get messed up...but that is no way to live so here goes my long awaited return! A few weeks ago I was joking with my cousins that I was going through a quarter life crisis that ended with me deciding to go full Kim Possible and dye my hair red. The truth is that isn't a joke though. I have experienced

I love decorating for Christmas! It brings me so much joy and happiness. It makes my house feel warm and cozy...as a teacher who works dismal, nothing is more important to come home to than warmth. I've been struggling a little bit with being alone this Christmas season, but I am adjusting and crafting to fill my time. I've decided to start to share my decor on here over the next week (last full week of school...whoop whoop!) to help make my day a little bit more exciting. My

Since the breakup, I have tried everything to distract my emotions from what I am actually feeling. As much as I hat to admit it, I am still a lot of times not okay. I want to be and I am embarrassed that two months later, I am still crying over someone who doesn't want me. I sit at home praying for a sign from God that we are meant to be and he is already dating for all I know. I can't talk to my family or friends really about this because they are all in long term marriages